lonely

this is how i feel at the moment...

i see the long journer a haed,
i see the winding road a head,
i see the challenges a head,
and i know that somehow i'll face them all alone.

A NEW CHAPTER

Well at long last i'm going back to school.... i start my first day of school tomorrow, i'm a bit nevouse really... just hope that i can do my best... well i gotta get to sleep dont want to be late on the first day to we now..... haha

well i'll try to post how my first day went when i get back tomorrow... C:

end of a chapter

so i just finished my time working at lavender bistro, i've really learned a lot through the last five and a half months, i would really just like to say a big thanks you to my manager jia jun for teaching me so much and really just for helping out so many times.... i also made a lot of good friends there..... i really enjoyed my time working there and wish all my Nepal friends all the best when they get back to Nepal...

so ends a chapter in my life, and in 19days a new one will start....

my new E63

I'm posting this from my nokia E63... Haha love this phone to bits muah hahaha

Search Upload * Upload Video File * Record from Webcam 'Star Wars (John Williams Is The Man)' - an a cappella tribute

just love it!!

5800 xpress music

just got to play with the Nokia 5800 Xpress music. really wanna buy it (:
just hope my salary is enough for it t.t....

even since you left

ever since you left us all those years ago, i have never asked you for anything, nor say that i hate you when people ask me how i feel about you.

i never asked you for money to buy new shoes, books, or even pocket money.

you're suppose to help feeds us every month and yet we get nothing from you.

when you visit you just give us each RM50 and thinks it's enough.

when you last visited you said i could ask you for help if i needed it, yet now that i lost my phone and i asked you to lend me some money to buy a new one, you never even cared to call back.
well, u did but i was not home at the time. but since than i've called and messaged you so many times yet you never call.

every time i see my friends hang out, or go to the basketball court with their dad's how do you think i feel, knowing that my dad doesn't even care to call.

what am i to you?

i wonder?