Thursday, May 28, 2009

5800 xpress music

just got to play with the Nokia 5800 Xpress music. really wanna buy it (:
just hope my salary is enough for it t.t....

Thursday, May 21, 2009

even since you left

ever since you left us all those years ago, i have never asked you for anything, nor say that i hate you when people ask me how i feel about you.

i never asked you for money to buy new shoes, books, or even pocket money.

you're suppose to help feeds us every month and yet we get nothing from you.

when you visit you just give us each RM50 and thinks it's enough.

when you last visited you said i could ask you for help if i needed it, yet now that i lost my phone and i asked you to lend me some money to buy a new one, you never even cared to call back.
well, u did but i was not home at the time. but since than i've called and messaged you so many times yet you never call.

every time i see my friends hang out, or go to the basketball court with their dad's how do you think i feel, knowing that my dad doesn't even care to call.

what am i to you?

i wonder?

Friday, May 15, 2009

pass few weeks

hi people, well in the pass few weeks i've been to sad and emo to really write anything.
got rejected by a gal few weeks back than been treated kinda badly by friends on one night, haven't really gotten over the girl yet but things were finally looking up for me when today i lost my phone at work, it not that i lost my phone that's bothering me the most its the fact that i've lost all my contacts, so if u guys are kind enough to send me your contact numbers via e-mail i'll be really grateful, i think i'll be phoneless for awhile so if u guys need to contact me just call my house phone, thanks.

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

EVER FEEL LIKE PEOPLE ARE JUST USING YOU??


EVER SCARED THAN THE PERSON YOU LOVE WILL FORGET YOU WHEN YOU LEAVE THEIR SIDE?

THAT SOME PERSON BETTER THAN YOU WILL JUST TAKE THEM AWAY, LEAVING YOU ALL ALONE, SAD, ANGRY AND JUST WISHING THEY HAD JUST KILLED YOU AFTER TAKING THAT PERSON AWAY?

EVER WONDER IF YOURS FRIENDS JUST HANG OUT WITH YOU BECAUSE YOU CAN DRIVE THEM AROUND? AND IF THEY HAD THEIR OWN CAR, THEY WOULD JUST LEAVE YOU AT HOME BORED AS HELL WHILE THEY ENJOYED THEMSELVES?

WHY IS LIFE SO DAMN HARD ON ME?

ALL I WANT IS TO BE HAPPY, IS THAT SO HARD TO ASK FOR?